My first day of classes was I have to say pretty cool. Michael and I got up early, we took a bath and his off to his office while I'm off to school. When I arrived at my first subject, I was really surprised about two things: first, my former classmate Ms. Nicole Romero will be my professor for the subject. OMG. I was really shocked! Lastly, our former professor and adviser for our SVC (Student Volunteers Committee) organization Mrs. Florinda Andres has finally returned! She's the one who substituted for our first subject because Ms. Romero failed to arrive due to her sickness. The rest of the day was also good, I saw my old classmates, friends and some of the new students. After classes we decided to have a drinking session at the Foodshop (as usual LOL). My first day of classes was a bit boring but COOL! :D
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
Last Love - 加藤ミリヤ (Kato Miliyah) Single
Finally!! I found the download link of the latest single of Miliyah Kato's Last Love!! I've been looking for the instrumental of this song all along.. Good thing the single has been released and some of the good people uploaded it and shared the link. Here it is!

A Day Before My First Day of Classes
Geeeez.. Tomorrow will be my first day of classes.. You know what that means?? Waking up early in the morning, writing down notes, stress, studies.. And the worst of all, NO STAYING UP LATE!! :"( I really hate it.. But of course there are some good things about going to school too, like chatting and laughing with your classmates and friends, meeting new people,eating some street foods, hanging out with your classmates after classes, and many more!! So I'm staying up late now surfing the net, downloading movies and stuffs and blogging. I really do hope that I can visit my blog page regularly as well as my other webpages. See you again in my next blog!! :")
Friday, June 18, 2010
Getting Excited!
Whew! Just got home from school, I paid my TF. I'm very excited in my first day of classes on Tuesday, (Monday was supposed to be the first day, but unfortunately, I don't have classes on Monday) Finally! I'll be able to see my classmates/friends again! I really miss them. Next week is a very special week for me, why? 1-first day of classes. 2-my friend Minerva Maatubang's birthday. Last but not the least, MY BIRTHDAY! I'm a bit sad because I'll be 1 year older again. Aside from that, I'll be leaving the "teen" stage. I'm turning 20 this year. FUCK! So I have to change my nick into "hikki-kun" from "hikki-chan". xD I wonder how will I celebrate my 20th birthday. Last year my birthday was I have to say a SHIT! Coz my High School friend caught my BF chatting and searching for a God damn SEX. WTF right? So I broke up with him.. I hope I'll be happy not only this year but for the rest of my life now that I have Michael with me. He's the greatest gift God ever gave to me. And I'm really thankful to Him.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Craving Granted!!
Today I felt dizzy and wanted to puke after watching some parts of the Junko Furuta Movie, a true story of a 16 year old Japanese High School girl who suffered 44 days of torture, and probably was the worst thing that happened to the history. She was kidnapped and raped for about 400 times. Would you believe that shit?? It was the worst thing I've ever read in the history. After feeling a bit dizzy, I suddenly craved for a McDonald's french fries with lots and lots of tomato ketchup. While I was chatting with some of my friends in Facebook, I saw 1 missed call, and it was Michael. After an hour, he arrived with a McDonald's plastic held by his hand, and I was really surprised!! It was a Chicken Mcdo Meal, a drink, and a large fries, with lots and lots of sachet of ketchup!! I kissed and hugged him, I said, "I was craving for this! Thank you! I love you!!" Finally!! My craving has been granted!! Haha.. LOL
Friday, April 30, 2010
Morningmare
Yesterday morning, I had a nightmare. I don't know if I should call this a nightmare because I'm awake and I know whats happening, and it's about 11:40am in the morning! Should I call this "morningmare?"
I dreamt of drinking a bottle of water and it was spilt on the extension plugs, and it sparked and the LCD TV was turned off, and I decided to unplug it. Suddenly, I woke up to check if it really happened, but when I opened my eyes, I saw this almost transparent white circular ball in front of... my eyes, and I heard a sound like transmitting or something. I closed my eyes and when I opened it again, I saw this old lady in a red floral dress staring in front of me, it was a bit blurry cause I can't open my eyes that wide, and I can't move!! My saliva was dripping off my mouth because I couldn't close it! I tried to wipe it out but I can't move!! I wanted to move but some...things preventing me to do so, and I got chills in my left part of my body!! I felt like I was paralyzed and I really didn't know what to do!! I said to myself "I gotta fight, I gotta fight, gotta move!!" and then I successfully opened my eyes widely but the old lady banished.
This all happened yesterday morning, at 11:40 am. Really creepy but I was a bit amazed because finally! I experienced and saw a ghost for the very first time!! COOL!! (but kind of REAAALLLYY CREEEPY!!!) LMAO
Hey hey hey! It's Athan's Birthday!!
Last Saturday, (April 24,2010) me and Michael went to Athan's place to celebrate his birtday. Bob and Jayson was there, and Archie showed up too, so it was like a reunion of the Puerto Galera '10 gang. It was really fun! Athan's cooking was really, I have to say amazing! He and his brother Fritz cooked 6 dishes I think. Cool. I went to the bathroom to pee, and then I met this young man, who's asking me if I'm a cosplayer, (Cosplay - Costume Playing) I said "no". He said I look like one, so I thought why not try cosplaying? (The difficult thing is creating costumes).After having a drink at Athan's place, Archie felt kind of starving so we decided to have a breakfast at SEX Las Piñas (Sinangag EXpress). I'm hoping to see them again! They are really fun to be with.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Everything's "New" and "Flat"
He decided to go back at SM City Sucat to purchase the LCD TV, while I decided to clean our room and re-arrange the bed and etc. Few minutes later, Michael arrived with a new Sanyo 32" LCD TV with the HDMI Pioneer DVD Player! We arranged the LCD TV and *poooooofff!* looks like a real home theater entertainment! Yaay!! After that we watched movies and yeaaaah!! It felt good and very relaxing after those cleaning and re-arranging thingy. New bed comforter, new pillows,new LCD TV, new player, and the set up of our room is new too! Everything is new! Really cool! :D
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
New Comfy Bed
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Day 5 "Bye Bye Puerto Galera"
This day, we said farewell to the good old Puerto Galera, our ferry will pick us up at 12 in the afternoon,so we had lunch first, we ate our lunch in a flash because we don't want to end up stranded and wait for the next ferry to arrive. After a couple of hours, we're finally home! I'm gonna miss Puerto Galera, and some of my new friends, Bob, Ejay/Gray, Jay/Jayson and Archie. This was probably the happiest vacation in my entire life! :D
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Day 4 @ Puerto Galera "A Jurassic Night"
Going to the cave. Me, Archie and Ejay getting ready for snorkeling.
We went snorkeling and island hopping, our last whole day in Puerto Galera. That night, we went to the so called "Jurassic". Many of my friend has been telling me on what was happening there, so I have a small info about that place and finally, I will witness it in my very own eyes. Want to know what's happening there? Youreaaaaally want to know?? REEAAAALLLYYY?? Are you sure??? Well, okay if you insist. LOL. Outside of the bushes and trees, there were MANY bi-males waiting for them to be picked up or partnered up, and after that, they will go inside to that trees and bushes and..... You know..... Yeah that's right! Good thinking! LOL. They really don't care if some one's watching them, they'll just ignore them and continue on what they're doing. LOL. I was really shocked, because I thought that kind of scene was just happening in M2M porn clips, but now I witnessed a REAL scene. I will never forget the things that I saw in Jurassic in my entire life! LOL.
Friday, April 2, 2010
Day 3 @ Puerto Galera "A Very Bad Day"
Probably the worst day of mine ever, I can't seem to pick up Michael's mood, sometimes he'll talk to me,few moments he won't talk to me.. Every time I approach him and hug him he ignores me.. I was really worried that what if he doesn't love me anymore because of what has happened last night.. I approached him once again, and then he ignored me in front of our friends.. I felt like I was embarrassed.. So I went outside.. I turned on my mp3 player..And listened to some sad songs while crying.. People in the other rooms look at me, guess I know what's in their mind, "why is he crying?", well I don't care what they say! I just wanted to cry and let my feelings out..I think I was outside for about 2 hours.. Few moments later, Michael went outside and talked to me.. FINALLY!! He said he just want me to realize that what I did was wrong, and then after that, everything went back to normal.I guess.. We met up also with Athan, Sean, Wency and Fritz in this day, some of our friends. Funny thing about Athan's vacation in Puerto Galera was the Hotel he has been working with won't let him take a vacation leave, so he decided to resign just to go there. LOL.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Day 2 @ Puerto Galera "Bad Night Out"
Ejay/Gray and Bob's friend Archie arrived that morning and joined in our room. He was really fun to be with.While having our breakfast, a lady went to us offering hair braids. Michael said that I should try braiding my hair for a new and summer look. It was a bit painful though. After having our lunch, me and Michael went to the market to buy something to drink for the night. (Jose Cuervo Tequila and lemons). Then one section of my hair braids was messed up while taking our bath. (I really mean 'our', me and Michael LOL). So I decided to remove the whole braids resulting my hair to be curly~ I look really stupid with that curly hair, LOL and my scalp really was relieved from that very tight braid. We're drunk that night and I got tipsy, after drinking the tequila, we drank the Mindoro Sling. I was a bit sad that night, because I saw Michael dancing in a "crowd". Well, I just ignored him, because I saw that he's having fun so why pull him out in that crowd? Me, Archie and Ejay decided to lie down at the white sand by the beach while chatting with each other, and then we decided to just go back to our room. Ejay puked while we were on our way to our room, he was really drunk that night. We don't have the key so we just sat outside and continued our"drunk conversation" LOL. Then Michael arrived and I said that Bob have the key so he searched for him. After opening our room, I decided to talk to him, then he said; "where have you been? I've been searching for you."so I said; "we were just lying down by the beach while chatting, and then we decided to just go back here in our room." "I saw you dancing, so I just ignored you because it seems that you're having fun." Then he got mad,he said; "you would've pulled me out in that crowd you know?! If that was PJ, he will beat 'em up." (PJ is Michael's ex-boyfriend, for about 3 years). I confessed some things that I did before that was beyond his so called "circle".Then I cried a lot that night because he's really mad, he even said that "we're over!" and I was really hurt.. But we manage to patch things up before going to sleep.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Day 1 @ Puerto Galera "Finders Keepers"
First thing that we did was to find a room for our 5 days and 4 nights stay. It was really difficult to find a cheap and convenient room that day because some of the hotels are fully booked already, and Michael wanted to stay in a beach front Hotel. After a couple of minutes walking and searching, we finally got a good room near the beach. They had their breakfast while I'm taking a nap. After lunch they had their Henna Tattoo's. I like Bobs henna a lot, an angel's wing in his back. While drying their hennas off, we took a walk by the shore and took some great photos of us and the beautiful sunset.
More Sunburns @ Puerto Galera

Bob, Jayson, Ejay, Michael and me! @ the bus goin' to Batangas
THE HEAT IS ON!! March 30, Wednesday night, me and Michael prepared our things for our Holy Week vacation, I'm getting really excited because it's my first time there. We left here at the house at 12am to go to the meeting place with Michael's friend Bob, and the rest of his friends namely Ejay/Gray and Jay/Jayson. We took a bus going to Batangas Port and arrived at almost 4am, from there, we booked a round trip ticket for a ferry boat and paid the necessary insurances. We left the Batangas Port at 5:45am, and boooy! I felt really dizzy when I first took a sit at the ferry boat, specially in the middle of the sea when the waves are really going wild, I felt like I wanted to puke! LOL. I don't know what particular time we arrived at Puerto Galera because of excitement. White sand,the sun's heat, sun bathing, men and women wearing their trunks and swim suits while taking a dip in the shore, yeeeaaaah! Now were talkin'! I'm really feelin' the summer's heat!
Saturday, March 27, 2010
S.S.S. (Sunny Sunburn Subic)

It's been a long time since my last blog eh? 6 days after our tour in Subic, I failed to write my blog because it was our Final Examination, (Finally, SUMMER VACATION, HERE I COME!!!!) I wanted to blog our tour in Subic cause it was fun and interesting, :D
Friday night before our tour, I didn't sleep due to excitement, (and of course I don't want to overslept myself, or the bus will leave me without hesitation) while letting the time tick, I prepared my ohhh sooo yummy favorite Japanese Dish, (Pork Tonkatsu, Sukiyaki, and Fried Rice together with a cute orange chopsticks) for my packed breakfast, then I took a shower, fixed myself and then my things. They said that the bus will leave at 5:00am, so I arrived at the school 4:00 in the morning. But due to the naughty students who hasn't paid yet, (Including me, LOL) the departure of the bus has been delayed for a couple of hours. The bus left at school at 6:30am I think, I'm sitting in the middle part with my friends. While relaxing in the bus, Mama Bel (Florabel Paclibar), Dada (Daryl Arnesto), Janine/Mamu (Janine Relloma), Joner/Papu (Joner Cunanan), Jaizumi (Jayson Nolasco) and me are into something. Mama Bel brought along a bottle of The Bar (Liquor) mixed with sprite and gatorade moved into a Sprite PET bottle container. We're secretly drinking from our School Dean (she's in the front seat of the bus), I love the taste of the liquor that we're drinking, and I got tipsy a bit. After a couple of hours, we arrived at the Subic White Rock Beach Resort, yeaaah.. It was a very good resort indeed. First thing that I did is to take some pictures of me and then together with my friends, (I love taking pictures, LOL) Click here to view the photos. The sun was soooo HOT.. I got sunburns on both of my shoulders.. And my skin tanned a bit, but thats ok! Summer's nothing without getting tanned a bit. It was fun swimming at the beach, building sand castles, throwing sand at your friends, and other fun things. First we took a dip in the Wave Pool, it was fun, we kept laughing at each other while the wave slaps on our faces. I gotta blog this "Super Bowl Slide" too! When I first saw the slide, my eyes were like almost popped out! I was surprised! It was really huge! First, me and my friends (Aira, Jonah, Thabie, and Jaizumi) were watching people took a slide in the super bowl, it was fuckin' crazy! Because when we saw a girl took that slide, she landed in the pool with her head first! We were like freaked out when we saw that! But then some people who took a slide in the super bowl told us that it was awesome and we've got to give it a try! Aira took the first try, I was really scared for her. But then after she landed on the pool, she hurried up to the super bowl again to take a slide! She said it was awesome! And of course, I tried it! And yeeeehhaaaaw! It was reaaally fun! I keep on coming back to the top of the slide to try it again and again! I took a slide in the super bowl for about 15 times I think, cause it was really fun! For me, it was the BEST slide ever!! (Even though I got cuts from my elbows, LOL) Finally while the sun is setting, we ate our early dinner and prepared our things and went to the bus to take some rest. Our bus left at 8pm already I think. My friends Leila and Minerva, decided to drop theirselves off at San Fernando, Pampanga. (Leila is going to meet her boyfriend, and Minerva as well). While I'm sleeping in the bus, I heard noisy sounds of my classmates chatting with each other saying that one of the branches of our school's bus crashed in San Fernando, Pampanga. They said that Leila texted them and she saw the whole thing happened in front of her eyes! I worried a bit because their bus was just next to us. Thank God our bus got to our scholol safely. The next evening I watched the news about the bus crash, it was crashed by a 10-wheeler truck! And one of the student inside that bus was stucked for about an hour and was hurried to a nearby hospital. I saw the video footage of the accident, the front side of the bus was really wrecked! Good thing no one died in the bus crash accident.
The Subic tour was really fun! I enjoyed it a lot! Thank God nothing happened to our bus! and no one died in the accident. So to all bus drivers out there, and even car owners, drive safely and smoothly, focus on the road when driving. Drive safely guys! Take care! Have a cool SUMMER everyone!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Getting Excited
It's been a long time since I wrote my last blog, been busy at school lately. But now I'm right here at the school in our org's room, making my blog.
Tomorrow is our tour at Subic, at the White Rock Beach Hotel. Despite of the pressures and hectic schedules at school, now is our chance to unwind a bit, get away from the lectures and stuffs, and have fun with my classmates and schoolmates. I'm getting excited right now, because I really thought I can't join them, but hey, I texted my Dad this morning and he replied and said that I could join them, and I was like YEEAAAHH!! LOL. I'm really excited too in our upcoming summer vacation with Michael at Puerto Galera. We are going to spend our Holy Week there, (a little hint for the gays here in the Philippines, all of the bi-males and gays go there every Holy Week, LOL) It will be my first time there if ever, and I'd be glad to spend the Holy Week with him. Today, I saw some posts of my ex-classmates in PATTS on Facebook. They already posted their graduation pictures and stuffs, and updating their status and etc. I'm really jealous but I'll take that as a challenge also, to strive and study hard until I graduate, and finally get my diploma and do some job hunting with my friends, work and grow to be mature enough as Michael wanted me to be, LOL.
I'm getting very excited knowing that tomorrow will be our tour, and then at the end of the month is our summer vacation with my husband, LOL. I'll blog our photos, activities and things that we're gonna do tomorrow, I'll share some of the funny stuffs that will happen tomorrow too~ See you in my next blog. :D
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
A Lonely Night
(this blog was supposed to be posted last night, March 9, 2010. The internet connection jammed last night, so I posted it today, good thing it was saved in the drafts.)
Whew! It's been a day since I wrote my last blog. :) and I missed blogging, LOL. Today was really a boring day for me.. I stayed all day here in our room.. Playing "Resident Evil 4" in Playstation2 while Michael is out in their office, I didn't eat my lunch today because of the food.. Unfortunately.. It was spoiled..
Playing Resident Evil 4 carried me away, really gives me the creeps, specially when zombies (I really mean ZOMBIES with "s" cause they will attack you in dozens!) are coming to get you, and you don't know which one of them are you going to shoot first. It's like a drug that keeps on pushing you to use it, LOL. I played it for about 6 hours I think, I already finished chapter 1 and chapter 2, (the village thingy and rescuing the President's daughter) I turned it off when Michael arrived from work, it's almost around 7pm I think. He arrived with a sad face, and I said "Why? Is there something wrong?" and he replied, "Nothing, it's just because of the traffic jam in Makati, I got tired of driving". Few minutes later we ate our dinner, (BOY!!! I was REAAALLYY hungry! LOL) after eating our dinner, I sat in the corner of our bed while he was watching TV. I was waiting for him to come and watch beside me, and he did. We kissed and hugged each other tightly, and then watched his favorite cartoon "American Dad" (also my favorite because of him, and boy it was a really funny cartoon for adults) after that he turned off the TV and hugged me, I was really lonely tonight, I don't know why, he's asking me what's wrong and I said, I just don't know why.. Maybe I'm just thinking of many stuffs.. Like "is this for real?", "will he love me forever?", "did I made the right decisions?", "is he getting tired of loving me?", "will he get tired of loving me?", "is he gonna leave me?", "I do hope this love won't end.. And I will love him and he will love me FOREVER..", and many things and questions are bothering me now.. I can't sleep either, so I decided to make a blog.. In this way I can express my feelings and thoughts, and HELL YEAH! It's really true! Blogging helped me a lot to make me feel better tonight and not to think of anything and other stuffs. Now, there's only a few words in my mind: "I love him and he loves me too, we will be in love with each other till the day that we die"
This would be all for tonight! I'll go to bed now, we still need to wake up early tomorrow morning because of the coding of his car, and I still need to go to school early. Before I go to sleep, I'll kiss him and hug him really tight! Kiss your love ones too if you have one! Be happy with them and remember, "trust" is the most important thing in a good relationship. Good night every one! Don't let bugs bite! :)
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Smiley Sunday
Good day every one, hikki-chan here~ My second blog, woohooooo~ I think I will be posting many blogs in the future, I realized blogging is a fun thing to do. You know, you can write everything you want, you can share your thoughts and emotions to everyone who is reading your blog.
Today was a very good day for me indeed, I got up early this morning to wake Michael up, and I'm very happy to see his face smiling at me, I mean, that was a very good start for the day you know! To see your love ones smiling at you every time you woke up every morning, even with your other eye is still closed just to see his/her face smiling at you saying "Good morning!" with a sweet kiss. (despite of the morning breath LOL) I enjoy staying here in our room, I mean I can stay right here all day with him beside me. Above is one of our photos together, (left-Michael, right-me!) I'm a bit sad right now, because later I'm goin' home.. I wonder what will my parents say to me when I get home later.. (they will either ignore me or probably scold me again) Tomorrow will be our 2nd month together, (January 8 is our anniversary, 8 signifies "infinite" right? I hope that's true!) I wonder what gift should I give to him this time.. Hmmm.. I wish I could stay with him FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.. And TILL THE DAY I DIE.. I will stay strong, in any trials and problems that God will give to us in the near future. I hope he will be strong too and will never let go no matter what happens.. I'm all alone here in our room, he is still in the Christening of his office mate's baby..
Whew! After a couple of hours he arrived here already. Now were watching "Deep Impact" together while nibbling some pop corns, *yum yum*.. But later on I'll be goin' home.. (I don't want to go home!!! I want to stay with him FOREVER!!! LOL) I will miss him again.. :( Well that's all for today then! I have to spend more time with him now because later I'll be goin' home.. Till then! See you in my next blog. :')
Saturday, March 6, 2010
My very first blog
I'll start with introducing myself first. My full name is Francis Garcia Sibbaluca, 19 years old. I was born on 24th of June year 1990 in St. Francis Hospital in Manila, that's why my parents named me Francis. My parents call me "Ching" as a nick name, because they say I was a bit chubby when I was a kid. ("Ching" came from the Filipino word "Tabaching-ching" which means fat in English.) My friends call me Hikki and some call me Hikz. The nick name Hikki came from my favourite Japanese singer and songwriter Ms. Hikaru Utada, her nick name is Hikki, so due to my obsession with her music, my friends started teasing me and called me Hikki until I got used to it. Some call me Hikz, shortcut for Hikki. I am definitely into musics, specially Japanese and Korean Pop (also known as J-pop and K-pop) and ballads. I find them very easy to listen to, because of their very soft and gentle voices specially when they sing sad songs, (which brings me to the EMO side of my self. *LOL*) I studied a bit of the Japanese language because I want to understand the Japanese musics that I'm listening to instead of surfing the Internet for their translations, I also learned how to write Hiragana and Katakana (Japanese characters, I also know some of the Kanji's but I find it very hard to study on how to write some of them XD) I made a Japanese name for myself, and I came up with the name Hideaki Sakamoto. (suits well for my nick name too, HIdeaKI = HIKKI *smile*) I am a male bi-sexual, (I can have a girlfriend and I can also fall in love with the same sex and have a boyfriend, cool huh? LOL) I have my present boyfriend also, he is Michael, 26 years of age. I met him from my friend and we fell in love with each other (now I believe what other people say; "LOVE at FIRST SIGHT" *smile*) and I'm really happy when I'm with him, and he is also the one who urged me to make a blog of my own. I really love him and I will definitely do anything for him. (He is actually beside me while making this blog, but he fell asleep already *LOL*) I like to spend more time with him, and I want to be with him for the REST OF MY LIFE. My parents didn't know about our relationship but I think they had a clue already that I had a boyfriend because every weekends, I'm spending my time with him here in our room instead of staying home for Saturday and Sunday. Yes, they scold me every time when I get home, and tells me to stop doing sleep overs. Now I think they got used to it, but they are not talking to me and ignores me every time I get home.. I understand how they feel, because I'm a student (3rd year college) and they are worried that I might have a failing grade, but they don't know that Michael is one of my inspirations that encourages me to study hard in order for me to finish my studies. I do hope that someday they will accept my relationship with him, and I would be happy when that time comes.
Well that's all for now, see you again in my next blog. I felt kinda sleepy now, I still have to wake Michael up early because he has to attend the Christening of the baby of his office mate tomorrow morning. Good night every one. Gotta doze off and hit the sack! Haha. Nytie!