A Lonely Night

(this blog was supposed to be posted last night, March 9, 2010. The internet connection jammed last night, so I posted it today, good thing it was saved in the drafts.)

Whew! It's been a day since I wrote my last blog. :) and I missed blogging, LOL. Today was really a boring day for me.. I stayed all day here in our room.. Playing "Resident Evil 4" in Playstation2 while Michael is out in their office, I didn't eat my lunch today because of the food.. Unfortunately.. It was spoiled..

Playing Resident Evil 4 carried me away, really gives me the creeps, specially when zombies (I really mean ZOMBIES with "s" cause they will attack you in dozens!) are coming to get you, and you don't know which one of them are you going to shoot first. It's like a drug that keeps on pushing you to use it, LOL. I played it for about 6 hours I think, I already finished chapter 1 and chapter 2, (the village thingy and rescuing the President's daughter) I turned it off when Michael arrived from work, it's almost around 7pm I think. He arrived with a sad face, and I said "Why? Is there something wrong?" and he replied, "Nothing, it's just because of the traffic jam in Makati, I got tired of driving". Few minutes later we ate our dinner, (BOY!!! I was REAAALLYY hungry! LOL) after eating our dinner, I sat in the corner of our bed while he was watching TV. I was waiting for him to come and watch beside me, and he did. We kissed and hugged each other tightly, and then watched his favorite cartoon "American Dad" (also my favorite because of him, and boy it was a really funny cartoon for adults) after that he turned off the TV and hugged me, I was really lonely tonight, I don't know why, he's asking me what's wrong and I said, I just don't know why.. Maybe I'm just thinking of many stuffs.. Like "is this for real?", "will he love me forever?", "did I made the right decisions?", "is he getting tired of loving me?", "will he get tired of loving me?", "is he gonna leave me?", "I do hope this love won't end.. And I will love him and he will love me FOREVER..", and many things and questions are bothering me now.. I can't sleep either, so I decided to make a blog.. In this way I can express my feelings and thoughts, and HELL YEAH! It's really true! Blogging helped me a lot to make me feel better tonight and not to think of anything and other stuffs. Now, there's only a few words in my mind: "I love him and he loves me too, we will be in love with each other till the day that we die"

This would be all for tonight! I'll go to bed now, we still need to wake up early tomorrow morning because of the coding of his car, and I still need to go to school early. Before I go to sleep, I'll kiss him and hug him really tight! Kiss your love ones too if you have one! Be happy with them and remember, "trust" is the most important thing in a good relationship. Good night every one! Don't let bugs bite! :)